A PENSIONER who watched in horror as her beloved pet was mauled to death by another dog in an attack which also left her in hospital has called the suspended sentence for the person in charge of the animal an "insult".
When Sandra Lester, 71, saw a large "bullmastiff type" dog running towards her from nearby Murchison Close, Chelmsford, she instantly picked up her Yorkshire terrier Tululah to keep her safe.
But the unleashed and unmuzzled dog knocked her to the ground, latched on to Mrs Lester's pet and shook the terrier until it lay dead on the road.
The dog also bit Sandra so badly she needed 45 stitches to her hands, spending five days in hospital after the attack.
On Wednesday, Laura Horning, 33, of Wordsworth Court, Chelmsford, pleaded guilty to allowing a dog to be dangerously out of control in a public place and cause injury.
Horning received a two-year conditional discharge, two years disqualification from owning a dog and was ordered to pay fines totalling £260.
"I'm the victim here. I'm not the same person I used to be," Mrs Lester told the Chronicle.
"I used to be more like 50 than 70. I can't ride my bike now or make a cup of tea because of my hand. I'm afraid to leave the house some days.
"I love spending time with my grandchildren and they've noticed the change in me. I still cry with them and think to myself that I wish I could have saved her.
"The sentence is an insult. We were the victims and, to me, the sentence isn't fair.
"She was such a dear little dog, there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about Tululah.
"I still have flashbacks of the dog hitting me from behind, the feel as it bit down into my fingers and the sound of the crunch as it put its jaws around my dog."
The former Mencap volunteer and foster carer had been walking Tululah alone at 9.30am on September 18 last year.
As she left the playing field at the back of St Peter's College she noticed two women shouting as they tried to control a large dog which had escaped from a nearby property.
The court had heard that Horning was taking the dog to a friend's house.
The grandmother said: "The dog hit me from behind. It was so powerful, it must have weighed six stone and I went down trying to hold my little dog out the way.
"I heard its jaws crunch her and then I heard her scream before it shook her, and then threw her down on the ground. The sound of her scream will live with me until the day I die.
"My hands were pouring with blood and I knew if I didn't get help soon I could lose a finger."
Neighbours ran out to help Mrs Lester, who needed stitches, suffered a fractured thumb where a tooth had ground through the bone, and has since had bouts of surgery and treatments.
But according to Mrs Lester, as the dog ran riot, the guardians of the dog did not seem too interested in her wellbeing.
"I was lying on the floor being savaged by this dog and all I could hear was the lady screaming abuse at me," said Mrs Lester. "They were swearing whilst I was saying 'please help me' but they seemed to be more worried about their dog. In my opinion they were very irresponsible.
"They didn't come to help until the dog had completely calmed down.
"My hand was savaged. My fingers were hanging off. I was wearing my mother's wedding ring which I can't wear any more.
"Then in the ambulance I fainted through shock."
Mrs Lester is afraid to get a new dog in case the same happens again, and has seen psychotherapists on a number of occasions to help her get over her fears.
She said: "We need to change the laws on people who keep these dangerous dogs. Some people just don't know how to keep these large dogs and it's putting people in danger."
The dog is subject to a destruction order, but as the owner was not present, they can appeal against the order.